When you dream...

Is it always something that you are thinking about at the time, or something else entirely?

Dreams of mine lately have a way of reflecting what I've been watching(Hogan's Hero's, Star Trek, Olympics, etc...), and internal struggles that I've been dealing with over and over again...

And yet...it also shows the positives...what I want to do, what I have to do...and my self-image is changing as a result....which is an AMAZING thing!!! It helps that I have great friends and family too, that have helped me through the struggles over the years...

With everything happening at home, it's been a 'trying to figure everything out and staying sane at the same time'... I have to remain under the shadows because of my landlord being a bit of an ass, and with all the strain...it's no wonder that my friends are saying to me to get out... and I will, because going back to school and living with this strain will be impossible to deal with...I'd rather be living on my own...

There are good positives...Team Canada is kicking butt everywhere and anywhere, the weather is getting warmer and I'm building friendships that make sense...and starting opportunities that will help more then I think.

Life is all about the ups and downs, it's just the way things are... If you can't manage them, you end up in chaos more then you'd want, and if you're dealing with energy too, it really becomes a problem...

A few side notes: 2 movies I'd HIGHLY recommend: Fast and Furious 6 and the recent Percy Jackson movie, Sea of Monsters. Both are GREAT movies, and if you have a chance to see them, def go and do it :-)

Hopefully everyone else is doing well...I think now that I think about it...life isn't really about balance, but it's about managing the chaos that we have to deal with everyday...and finding our 'right way' to get things done... and have the balance that we all need...

Until next, ciao <3 Be good to each other *hugs*