When you dream...

Is it always something that you are thinking about at the time, or something else entirely?

Dreams of mine lately have a way of reflecting what I've been watching(Hogan's Hero's, Star Trek, Olympics, etc...), and internal struggles that I've been dealing with over and over again...

And yet...it also shows the positives...what I want to do, what I have to do...and my self-image is changing as a result....which is an AMAZING thing!!! It helps that I have great friends and family too, that have helped me through the struggles over the years...

With everything happening at home, it's been a 'trying to figure everything out and staying sane at the same time'... I have to remain under the shadows because of my landlord being a bit of an ass, and with all the strain...it's no wonder that my friends are saying to me to get out... and I will, because going back to school and living with this strain will be impossible to deal with...I'd rather be living on my own...

There are good positives...Team Canada is kicking butt everywhere and anywhere, the weather is getting warmer and I'm building friendships that make sense...and starting opportunities that will help more then I think.

Life is all about the ups and downs, it's just the way things are... If you can't manage them, you end up in chaos more then you'd want, and if you're dealing with energy too, it really becomes a problem...

A few side notes: 2 movies I'd HIGHLY recommend: Fast and Furious 6 and the recent Percy Jackson movie, Sea of Monsters. Both are GREAT movies, and if you have a chance to see them, def go and do it :-)

Hopefully everyone else is doing well...I think now that I think about it...life isn't really about balance, but it's about managing the chaos that we have to deal with everyday...and finding our 'right way' to get things done... and have the balance that we all need...

Until next, ciao <3 Be good to each other *hugs*

There is always a new way of doing things in life...and you never know where it will take you...

Today I learned a few things about life, about friends, about my own body and how things interweave...

Talking to some close friends today made me realise a few things too: I'm not seeing myself the way I need to be seeing myself(I still see myself as a fast-food worker, security officer and other things), but not as I've become...which I need to totally change...

The medical side of things have slammed me down over the years, and recently have taken me down more pegs then I'd want to(I feel like a disk playing Plinko somedays, with not knowing if there is cash at the end of things)...and it's rough some days to be able to go through things...

Marfans and having the strokes, and being zapped by lightning changed my life along the way...taught me a few things though that I still hold to this day: Each moment is unique, don't let it be filled with anger(sometimes unavoidable); Love, and love eternally and without condition and pass on what you know...make that your legacy :-)

The energy that I keep using day to day changes my perspective too... As I keep learning how to use things, to see where the knowledge can help me and others, then it makes more sense...and makes it so much easier to figure out the next step...and take life to the next level :-)

I'm thankful for my friends/family(friends are family, family are friends...one rule I adopted long ago and never have stopped being like that), for the ones who care deeply about me, who are there for me...and surprised that I've taught so much, done so much... I'm just me lol but I know there is a reason for me to be in their lives as much as they are in mine :-)

Just some random thoughts in my second post...if you've realised a theme...there is no predictability to these posts lol Just randomness, and stream-of-consciousness thinking :-) Thanks for reading, there will be more! :-) <3 *hugs*

A new beginning...

4 years since my last blog... A lot has happened since... The bad: Quit my job because of medical reasons(still not working), Marfans kicking my ass hardcore, and 3 strokes... The good: Volunteering now at a few places, will be helping with maintaining more things for the AIDS Network here in town, connecting with friends more and more, seeing a dream that I want to achieve maybe coming more and more to fruition, and helping others become more of what they need to become...

This blog is designed for a few reasons: 1-To help people understand the more energetic side of me(energy worker/Guru) 2-To convey my ongoing issues with Marfans(MFS), strokes and other medical issues and 3-To hopefully make sense of what I'm doing in my life beyond everything that's been going on.

My other blog-Path of The Guardian, was a beginning point to what I've been doing energetically over the last 4 1/2 years since I began the blog. It's expanded quite a bit since, and I'll address that end of things here too as I mentioned in #1. 

Life is too short to let things get in your way, or to live in any way but the way that you feel is right for you. Opening up too is a BIG part of things,  it's a HUGE part of living each day, and being able to see the light from the darkness which is constantly around us, makes a big difference in our perspective, in our...lens...to be more precise. 

Anyhow, I'll do more as I go along, and hopefully people will follow me as I do. Namaste, lots of love and light :-)

                ~Lady Arriannis~